A New ME

I haven't updated in awhile, but I decided I really need to start up again. It's a great outlet for my creative energies (I'm awful at art, singing, dancing etc.) and it helps keep me busy. So what has changed, you ask? Well...

I'm living in my hometown, CA with the parents now
I'm working at a high end clothing store
I finished four years at college, but still don't have my degree in biology
I have had two boyfriends since I last blogged (one REALLY sucked the other was AMAZING...)
My new best friend is this amazing girl... you know who you are

College fucking changed my life forever. The things I experienced there will forever affect my outlook on life and the way I interact with the world around me. Drugs, sex, parties, the streets of S.F. ... everything has shaped who I am today in a very profound way. I am not proud of a lot of the things that I have done but I cannot deny them either. I will never be able to erase the past. I plan on blogging about everything that HAS HAPPENED as well as what IS HAPPENING now.

Today is my last day in Honolulu Hawaii and I can't wait to get home to see my girl and tomorrow I get to see this really cute boy and his friend. A new life awaits me in my hometown and I plan to live it up to the fullest. Tell your friends and share my link everywhere you possibly can. I just finished my coffee at starbucks so now I'm off to the gym to work on my body a little...

ME NOW

YEARS IS GOING PRETTY WELL. DONT HAVE MONDAY OR FRIDAY CLASS SO I'M GONNA TRY TO GET A JOB. AND I LOST 15 LBS! YEAH!!!! FINALLY GONNA LOOK DECENT HOPEFULLY. UPDATES SOON!

Amanda Lepore

She is such an interesting person. Look at her bio or something on wiki. I can't believe her life and how her whole existence is manufactured. I would love to meet her

Finally!

Finally got some ass last night and let me just say... fucking awesome.

"You're Not That Thin"

Or so my Dad tells me when I pull out a medium shirt to try on. Oh my god. Oh no he didn't (is exactly what you're thinking)... but sadly it is the truth. My dad finally came clean and honest with me and gave me that much more courage to look like a Swedish male model!
My dream! So from now on (atleast for awhile) it's lowcarb, high caffeine, a few more cigarettes, and some heavy cardio! Thin is so in on guys right now anyways...anyone who's anyone knows that...

Cannabis Sativa

So one of my friends has a medical card got put in jail for 24 hours without food because he was selling to another medical marijuana patient (that was actually an undercover cop). SHADY! I FUCKING HATE POLICE SOOOOO MUCH! ESPECIALLY THE DEA!!!! FUCK THEM! On top of that I just saw a bulletin in my building saying that there was a cannabis raid in my neighborhood on Oct. 30th but that's the only details they could give. Fuck...why can't America calm the fuck down and spend money on it's people instead of a useless drug war! FUCK FUCK FUCK THE DEA!

Longing for Lovesfest 2008

Memories of Lovefest 2007 will remain ingrained in my mind for the rest of time. It was ridiculous. Having fun with Lucy in the streets of SF, everyone happy and very fucked up, world's best djs spinning new tracks live, ridiculous floats, gorgeous hotties of both sexes, and being able to be have fun in front of city hall with no hassle! Everyone blazing everywhere... I LOVE SF WITH ALL MY HEART! Fuck NY...sorry...SF is seriously such a different city than any place in the world. I will definitely need to somehow get my hands on a lifetime pass to Lovefest cause I'm gonna be there every year! This is a pic of DJ Dan that was on the Spundae/Skills/Rubyskye float (the best one by far). Lovefest blew my mind entirely...