Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Amanda Lepore


She is such an interesting person. Look at her bio or something on wiki. I can't believe her life and how her whole existence is manufactured. I would love to meet her

Monday, November 5, 2007

Finally!


Finally got some ass last night and let me just say... fucking awesome.

Thursday, November 1, 2007

"You're Not That Thin"

Or so my Dad tells me when I pull out a medium shirt to try on. Oh my god. Oh no he didn't (is exactly what you're thinking)... but sadly it is the truth. My dad finally came clean and honest with me and gave me that much more courage to look like a Swedish male model!
My dream! So from now on (atleast for awhile) it's lowcarb, high caffeine, a few more cigarettes, and some heavy cardio! Thin is so in on guys right now anyways...anyone who's anyone knows that...

Cannabis Sativa


So one of my friends has a medical card got put in jail for 24 hours without food because he was selling to another medical marijuana patient (that was actually an undercover cop). SHADY! I FUCKING HATE POLICE SOOOOO MUCH! ESPECIALLY THE DEA!!!! FUCK THEM! On top of that I just saw a bulletin in my building saying that there was a cannabis raid in my neighborhood on Oct. 30th but that's the only details they could give. Fuck...why can't America calm the fuck down and spend money on it's people instead of a useless drug war! FUCK FUCK FUCK THE DEA!

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Longing for Lovesfest 2008


Memories of Lovefest 2007 will remain ingrained in my mind for the rest of time. It was ridiculous. Having fun with Lucy in the streets of SF, everyone happy and very fucked up, world's best djs spinning new tracks live, ridiculous floats, gorgeous hotties of both sexes, and being able to be have fun in front of city hall with no hassle! Everyone blazing everywhere... I LOVE SF WITH ALL MY HEART! Fuck NY...sorry...SF is seriously such a different city than any place in the world. I will definitely need to somehow get my hands on a lifetime pass to Lovefest cause I'm gonna be there every year! This is a pic of DJ Dan that was on the Spundae/Skills/Rubyskye float (the best one by far). Lovefest blew my mind entirely...

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Arrested Development


I have been watching a lot of Arrested Development lately and I love it! It's so brilliant... it's a shame the majority of America is too dumb to appreciate good humor. Anyways...iif you've seen the show then you understand what I'm about to say. I fucking feel like Lindsay in the show...let me explain...

A young, attractive girl in her prime who can't get anyone to hook up with her....even when she wears a red tank top that says SLUT to prison. No one will even turn their heads to show a little interest! So frustrating! I don't think I'm that ugly...but then again I have been known to make a few mistakes before. Any tips on how to put myself more out there? Anyone?

Saturday, September 15, 2007



Congrats Kathy on your Emmy. I love you so much! And i totally know your comment on Jesus is gonna make everyone freak out.
"Suck it, Jesus, this award is my god now!"

Wednesday, September 5, 2007


Sarah McLachlan sings a version of this and its amazing on the Sunnydale Radio CD
Oh Buffy the Vampire Slayer...how I miss the simple times when my schedule revolved around that show...

Prayer of St. Francis of Assisi

Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace;
where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
and where there is sadness, joy.

O Divine Master,
grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console;
to be understood, as to understand;
to be loved, as to love;
for it is in giving that we receive,
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
and it is in dying that we are born to Eternal Life.
Amen.

Canadian Model Marie Eve Nadeau & American Nick Snider



I don't know who she's working for or what shows she's done but she is gorgeous!

Nick Sinder is from Orlando. One of his friends took polaroids and sesnt them in to an agency...so hot! I probably shouldn't post so many damn entries... I need to be studying argh! Oh! And I got the Spanish research position with Prof. Charles Faulhaber!

Maria Carla Boscono




Mariacarla was born in Rome, Italy. She spent most of her early life travelling because of her father's work. At 9 years old Mariacarla and her family moved to Africa, living in a village between Malindi and Mombassa. Mariacarla was discovered at 17 during a dinner with a family friend who happened to be a photographer. The friend and Maricarla's mother encouraged her to begin a modeling career, but Mariacarla chose to finish school first. Soon after graduating high school she flew to New York and was signed with DNA Model Management. It didn't take long for Mariacarla to rise as an internationally known model, being featured on the Vogue cover several times and in many high fashion runway shows. Recently she was named spokesperson for Hennes & Mauritz (H&M), replacing Kate Moss.

Mariacarla is living in New York, and calls it her second home, coming second after her birthplace of Rome. She has campaigned for such brands as Chanel, Blumarine, Etro, Givenchy, Yves Saint-Laurent and Jean-Paul Gaultier. Boscono was absent from the runways for both Fall/Winter 2007 and Spring/Summer 2007 seasons, but made her return to the runways in Paris at the Fall/Winter 2007 Couture collection for the House of Dior. Also back, is Mariacarla's natural black hair.

Courtesy wikipedia...gorgeuos model! I know 'too skinny' but I think it's so beautiful in an...artistic way.

Gunhyo Kim



This gay Asian designer named Gunhyo Kim (from Seoul!) created the most stunning collection. He design is very dior homme with a tendency to slim down, rather than build up. His cutting technique is amazing as you can see on these gorgeous boys.

Loewe & José Enrique Oña Selfa


Holy shit I never realized how hot a brand Loewe is! Look at this girl's dress...I mean it's the perfect combo of mod & modern. Totally reminds me of something Krystyna would wear, no? Born to Spanish parents in Brussels, José Enrique Oña Selfa attended Ecole Nationale Supérieure des Arts Visuels de la Cambre. he is the creative director of Loewe now and is doing an amazing job! This picture is of José...kinda short.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

laragazzza


This Spanish girl Bianca, who is attending the University of London, has the most exquisite design on her blog and myspace

her blog

her myspace

Please visit them... I wish I were talented like her.
Her design = My idealistic life
Kinda hard to explain...

Vans + Marc Jacobs

Marc Jacobs came out with some more Vans shoes for Fall 07. Notice the shell toe that most Vans don't have. I want a pair sooo badly! Birthday's coming up yay!



Vuitton, Dior, and Billions of Dollars



Bernard Arnault, seen above, is the seventh richest man in the world and THE richest man in Frnace. Oh my god...what I would do to be him. Being worth $26 billion is unimaginable to my poor ass. He owns a 47.5% majority in LVMH (Moët Hennessy Louis Vuitton) while Christian Dior SA (a company led by Bernard Arnault) owns the rest. Ridiculous!

Monday, September 3, 2007

Stinson Beach & CPK


Today I woke up at 9 (after a long wonderful night of drinking Tequila with Abbie for her and Rae's birthdays) and rushed to get ready cause I forgot I made plans to go to the beach with Alli and Mike today. I got there about ten minutes late cause I needed to make sure I picked up some espresso from Starbucks...with a little cinnamon and nutmeg to curb the appetite for the day. We got there and it ended up being Alli, Mike, Me, Sloane, and the dog Otto. Took us about 2 hours to get there and parking was a bitch but we did get to this beautiful beach. Definitely THE best NorCal beach I've ever been to.

Mike and I ended up finding a place to smoke a joint and right when we were almost done a guy pops out of the bushes!

Luckily, he was a random guy who started the conversation with "Sweet! Can I get a hit?" We had ashed it by then but gave him some papers for his own joints and then met back up with the girls. I got a good amount of sun and had a great time. When we got back we ended up getting CPK...Thai Crunch Salad baby! No avocado. So bomb! But it makes me sad cause it reminds me of my friends from the desert...blah...so hard here without them!

Sunday, September 2, 2007

Potential Boyfriend Material?

Here's the deal. The other day I found out there was going to be this party in SF (lots of gays) and I was invited but I didn't have anyone to go with and I didn't wanna drive out there. So I asked this certain guy that I've been talking to if he was going and he said yeah. When he asked me if I was going I said I wanted to but I didn't have a ride and that it would be great if he could give me a ride. No response (all texting of course). Not sure how to take that.

Then the next day he texts me and asks to hang out. Hm...I was just talking to someone about how all men are selfish. They do what THEY want, try to get what THEY want, when THEY want! And it's super sad because relationships with other human being should atlease be a little consideration for others. I'm not talking Dalai Lama complete altruism, but come on! Gay people suck.

Here's a hottie too from A Gay Athlete's Life @ http://clubhousecloset.blogspot.com/

Pictures That Changed the World













Thanks to Underground Dubai.
http://dangerdxb.blogspot.com/

Disco Bloodbath


The Opening to 'Disco Bloodbath'
by James St. James

"There are times, when the drugs are flowing and the motions are running high, the lights and music can make you dizzy-and the world slips out of control.

It's like a car accident that happens too quickly...you can't stop it, you can't think about it, you just have to lean back, and watch as everything changes forever.

You've lost control, you say to yourself, as the wheel of the world slips from your hands-"It's happening too fast"-and all you can do is wait for the ride to end, the car to crash, the world to stop."


Final score: 45-31 Cal. Woot woot! Oh my god...I never liked football that much in the past but yesterday's game was freaking amazing! I didn't get tickets but I watched it from my frat house with some of the guys (and Alli and Brenda) and I couldn't believe some of the plays that were going on from both sides. And of course I need to give props to the Cal Band cause they are fucking amazing too.

Before the game yesterday I went to Tiburon with James and Abbie. Let me just say it was the best view of the bay I have ever seen. We left around 1 and got there around 1:45 cause they closed the Bay Bridge but it was totally worth it. We saw 2 Ferraris and a Maserati within the first 30 minutes of us getting there (to show you how nice of an area this is!). For lunch we went to this really quaint French cafe where I had a salad of mixed greens, oranges, berries, and a light carb souffle on top. I know... sounds kinda gross but it was so good. For dessert I got an almond cake from this French bakery and Abbie got spumoni gelato. Then we atched the sailboats racing across the bay, got a few nice pictures, shopped in the little boutiques, Abbie got a Free People dress, then we came home and James and I went to watch the game at the lodge! Very successful day all in all.

As for today I think it's just gonna be study, gym, tan, party or some mixture of those. Rae's party's tonight so I wanna look good!

Friday, August 31, 2007

Kyle XY: Matt Dallas


Has anyone watched Kyle XY on Fox Family. Pretty sad show but the main character's kinda cute. Rumor has it that he's gay and if you watch this clip on youtube of him and kathy griffin it makes it seem even more obvious. I mean if Perez says it's true...Oh and check out this other clip of when he plays a houseboy on Entourage.

Kathy Griffin Clip Click Here

Entourage Clip Click Here

Fidel Castro Dead?



Haha....the other day my friend asked me if I had heard that Fidel was dead and I said no. She told me she still wasn't sure because she had read it on Perez Hilton but hadn't seen anyone else that morning yet to ask. I looked more into it and it turns out Perez was just being a little bitch and wrote some lame blog about fake news much like I 'm about to do.

So there's this rumor that the CIA secretly already killed Fidel Castro and put an impostor in his place. Has anyone else heard of this cause I only found a little bit'o'conspiracy theory online.

Best in Fashion (Yes it's a really gay post)



This ad has Angela Lindvall, one of THE HOTTEST models right now. As wikipedia tells me, she appeared in "ELLE, Harper's Bazaar, Marie Claire, Numero, Vogue, I-D and W. She was a Victoria's Secret model, most recently appearing in the 2001, 2003, 2005 and 2006 fashion shows, and has also appeared in the Fendi, Calvin Klein, Christian Dior, Tommy Hilfiger, Jil Sander, Chanel, and H&M campaigns. She is also frequently featured in the Sports Illustrated Swimsuit Issue." And she's the new face of Spanish brand Zara. That's her in both pics. They got some of the best sylists and make-up artists for this shoot. Photography by Inez van Lamsweerde & Vinoodh Matadin, styling by Joe McKenna, and hair by Redken. I have to say...very classy job.

This next pic is from Alexander McQueen's show. Something about being inspired by flowers 'because they die.' And how he was in a darkly romantic mood...cool but get over yourself.



This next one is John Galliano for Dior. It's so over-the-top elegance. It's very couture if you look at the the details he put into each piece. Geisha-inspired, this line is pretty amazing.



MARC JACOBS...my main homeboy. He is responsible for that last picture that is absolute perfection. One of my all-time favorite designers did this last line for Vuitton and it is AMAZING! He said he wanted to reflect back on his previous three collections: minimalism, Sottish, and Russian. His color scheme based on Vermeer, that famous Dutch painter who did "The Girl With the Pearl Earring." Kind of a drab yet over the top at the same time.



I hope vmagazine.com is okay with these pictures. Everyone visit them and maybe they won't bother me. Go vmagazine.com!

http://www.vmagazine.com

vmagazine.com

go there

Meet the New Boys of Stockholm



Damn... the new boys of Sweden's male modeling agency 'Marion Vain' are very tasty. Definitely have that Scandinavian/Eastern European look. Wish I were that skiiny and THAT TYPE of skinny where it still looks good cause you have some muscle. Argh...oh well...it's a constant struggle against eating. Check out http://www.vmagazine.com/ and look at some of their other articles.

I definitely need to subscribe to some really cool magazines like V, MetroPop, Anthem, i-D, and this new one I found called Senses. I need to be more cultured this year. I'm gonna need to find better things to do with my spare time than what I did last year. Well, actually I kinda always made spare time for those kinds of things but c'est la vie and it's in the past. Hm...nothing exciting at school so far. Kaskade is playing at DNA Lounge but I can't go, Kinndy is coming with my house sake bombing for rush, and then we're gonna hit up a Berkeley gay's house party. Yeah... go homos! I fucking hate the gay population at Berkeley. There's no one that is a completely decent person. Well...maybe people changed over summer so we'll have to wait and see for sure. Oh yeah! I just remembered I had a pic of the new Abercrombie guy that's pretty cute So here ya go...

Thursday, August 30, 2007

IB 117: Medical Ethnobotany


I had my first lecture of Medical Ethnobotany. today. Basically it's gonna be drugs and the brain but more science and biology related. My professor's opening lecture included him saying. "When I tried opium in Afghanistan," "The psychoactive substances from frogs I experimented with in the Amazon," "I used a variety of coca products where it is legal because the natives use it" and lastly "Marijuana is California's largest cash crop. Obviously it should be legalized. Without a doubt." For a two hour lecture once a week, it's going to be amazing. I plan to try really hard this semester so hopefully it'll be even easier. Drugs need to stay out of my line of sight...much too tempting. I think as long as I do my homework and I'll my studying, THEN I'll engage in a little recreational activities OCCASSIONALLY. It's gotta be something that can never interfere with my life again because last year I fucked up a lot of things in a lot of ways. I'm still really nervous about even trying em again cause I know I'm gonna want to fall right back in to my past habits. Well, hopefully I've learned a little something from last year atleast. Hopefully I'll get some new friends too cause I seem to have lost a lot of my good ones. Some from drugs, others from just being shady asses. Never know...maybe things will all work out with everyone.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

MIA




Please everyone download MIA's new album. It is such an over the top, bhangra reminiscent, eclectic, world-underclass, disco, dance amalgam. In other words utterly fabulous. Simply divine. Especially the song Jimmy...the video will change your life.

Bryanboy & Texas Olsson



I was looking at Bryanboy's blog today and damn did he pick a hottie to put up on his blog. I'm gonna add his blog to one of my fav's on the side so definitely visit it. Way better than that bitch piece of crap Perez. So this hottie is named Texas Olsson and he is so gorgeous...kinda got the Channing Tatum look going for him. I goot give a shout out to my homeboy Crosby for giving me props. Straight word yo.

As for the rest of my life...nothing special. I've goota stay at my friend Kinndy's place until Sept. 6 hen I can actually move-in to mine. Kind of a hassle but what can you do... And our new place has a jacuzzi, pool, sauna, and fitness center so I can't complain.Football game tickets are a no-go...couldn't get to em on time. Rush for our frat is going pretty well. Went drunken bowling last night and tonight is an A's game I think. Friday, my favorite, is gonna be for sake bombing. I was actually surprised how many attractive and outgoing guys have been coming by considering our house's past history and reputation. But props to the rush chairs! Woot woot...Classes...I've got Genetics, Organic Chemistry, Medical Ethnobotany, Survey of General Anatomy and Spanish Literature. Should be a pretty easy year. But on to the good stuff...here's some more pictures of Texas...



Monday, August 20, 2007

Hotties Will Make Me Feel Better


Such a shitty weekend. My dad told me "All I have to show for the thousands of tuition dollars is a fried brain and expensive ER bills." After that two of my best friends kicked me out into the cold. You see, I have school starting monday but I can't move in to my place until 2 weeks after so I asked if I could sstay with them. They said yes but then just yesterday my 2 BEST FRIENDS said i would be an inconvenience. I told them that I wouldn't be bringing any of my stuff with me, all I needed was a corner on the floor for my sleeping bag, i would help them move in, stay out of their way while they were arranging everything, and that I would pay them for my time there. To which they sad, no. It is weird to me because if the role was ever reversed I would have said OF COURSE (without hesitation)! I mean if one of your best friends doesn't have a roof to put over his head, shouldn't you be there for them? Even if you might be a 'little' stressed out, get over it. It's only a week.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Sean Kingston, MTV and Suicide


Did anyone notice that the Sean Kingston video for 'Beautiful Girls' bleeps out the word suicidal? For some reason I felt like a surpressed minority...kinda like bleeping out the word gay because people shouldn't have to hear it. It really made me mad that they did that and I'm not sure why...

A Porn Star's Tragedy


There's this story about a young gay pornstar named Brent Corrigan that's very...well it reminds me of Death of a Salesman in a lot of ways. It's a tragedy that follows the downfall of an average 'every-man' instead of someone set on a pedestal. The story goes that a young 17 year old from the Pacific Northwest moved out to San Diego to live with his Mom who ended up not being able to take adequate care of him. He moved to SoCal hoping to follow his interst in film. That's when he met his boyfriend who ended up webcamming Brent while he was asleep and sent it to a porn company. Cobra Sutdios ended up hiring him for a video. Brent emailed a copy of his fake ID...they never questioned it or asked to see the real ID. In fact, they woudn't listen to him when he tried to tell them he was underage. He did some bareback sex in his videos and they sold extremely well. Brent developed a relationship with the Cobra Video owner Bryan Kocis and ended up being obligated to continue his sexual relationship with him unless he wanted to end his livelihood. Bryan ended up screwing him over and taking all his money. It ended up going to the courts and Brent won (albeit not completely), but isn't that such a tragic story? Later, Bryan Kocis ended up being murdered by two men that were later apprehended.

No one understands how much the adult industry can affect the minds of young gay men. Imagine living in a broken home, then coming to San Diego to better your life, getting into the porn industry at 17, then having your life ruined by a creepy gay man that takes over everything you own. I think that Gus Van Sant would make a perfect movie out of this.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Tiesto - Elements of Life


DJ Tiesto was a little disappointing, but still awesome. He played his Elements of Life songs and a few of his past hits, but he didn't even do Colour My Eyes or Your Loving Arms! Shit...all about the new album these days...I met up with Molly. At the concert, the hottest guy ever gave me a light show and that definitely made my night. And I made sure to give all my friends a call from the concert...for some reason I felt so satisfied after doing that.

When we got back to the house around 4:15 we just sat around and blazed. The nice part was that I fell asleep like a baby. I think it was because I danced so much that I sweated like crazy. I felt that a little bit, but it wasn't as bad as usual. Then 'he' called my and it brightened my day even more. We just chatted about our weekends and what's been going on in our lives...and of course, me being the awkward one who despises phones, randomly says "I've been sleeping all day and I'm kinda tired so I better go." I don't know...maybe its just me but I felt like I was being such an awkward sketchball after that. He's going for an interview for a Hilary Clinton campaign position? How freaking amazing is that? Me...I still have yet to finish my resume and cover letter.

Thursday, August 9, 2007

Weeds



I think it is worthwhile mentioning that Mary Kate Olsen will be in Weeds Season 3! She is going to be amazing! She is planned to play Silas' ultra-conservative, Christian girlfriend in 10 of the 15 episodes. Is it sad that I think the anorexic look is beautiful in some aspects? Nicole Richie, Paris Hilton, Keira Knightley, Lindsay Lohan...they all shiver me timbers. It'll be interesting considering she has never acted outside of the little/teenage girl venue.

I talked to my mom last night about being gay and what that meant to her. It was kind of a hard thing to talk about with her but all in all I think we hit a few good notes. She had certain concerns about me becoming one of the gays that shove huge steel balls up their asses, or one of the slutty gays, or a flamboyant gay. I had to explain to her that I'm just Nick and that telling her that I'm gay isn't going to change my personality and my choice of sexual lifestyle. I'M STILL THE SAME PERSON! I also told them all aobut my past history with drugs...I told them all the details about everything I've done...my Dad seemed to be intrigued but my Mom got sad. So today I'm gonna stay at home with those 2 and hang out...bonding time. Tomorrow I have to drive out to LA to pick up my new car! Pissat with black leather interior! I'll take some pics and post them soon.